Just a story

Assalammualaikum.

Wah-wah, dah berlalang dah blog ni. Tak dijaga dengan rapi sungguh. Huhu.

Heay, yeay, haaloo! 

Welcome back dear to hear a lots of my stories.
I am not sure whether you are interested to know about my life.But , duh . Alhamdulillah. My life is going better. Nope , each day ever since I was born , Allah have make my blast day full of happiness that I even did not know either. He the Almighty gives us hardness to make us stronger and think how to face the it.

Setiap yang Allah tentukan adalah yang terbaik untuk diri kita.
Mungkin kita tak dapat sekarang, tapi In Shaa Allah, Allah beri kepada keturunan kita.
So, smile guys. Don't take everything seems hard to you , just flow with the bad horrendous problem. :)

Semester 2 had just started since the end of February. And it seems I have make a lot of good friends. Perhaps, I am the only one feel that way, but duh what is the important thing is be a good to everyone yea.

The only thing that I would like to talk is I do think once twice triple , I love someone. Hell no! Someone? Why do I have these feeling? It makes me, myself , I unable to be my own self in front of him. T-T

Badump badump. I just hate these feeling. Heart is Beating so fast and sometimes I talked nonsense when I see him. WAAAAAAAA.  

I never thought that I can fall in love with him as the type that I would like is not in him .
I admire a man which have " sepet " eyes , but he has just the same eyes like me.
I want a man with a milk coloured skin , but he is the brown skin type .
I know I am not a princess to have this and that , but this is my love I should imagine how is my hubby is going to be like.

LOVE can b SOMETHING that you CAN'T IMAGINE at ALL

Herm, but the important thing here that I can't know confess to him because ...
Dey I am girl , it is going to be awkward if I am being the one who confess to him first.
What could happen if he did not like me, or he himself has a girlfriend .
I can grab him and make as my boyfriend
Coz I know if I do that, the same thing will goes around to me.
What can I do right know. Should I remain silent and forget about this fucking love. It sounds so silly to me. herm.

Trip Havoc ke Malacca.

Assalammualaikum, hey you olss.

Apa cerita? Sorry lah berhabuk gile kan blog nieh .Miyane. (^_^)
Why there is smiley? Because happy sangat dapat going for a trip with my coursemate yang memang gempak. Kecoh melaka tu jadi nya. Alhamdulillah, tiada pape excident ke takde kecederaan pape ke. Alhamdulillah.

Sebenarnya, trip tu pasal assingment kteorg bagai. SC&T (science and technology). Serius, we are totally havoc. Hahaha. Kami (aku, pain, zai , nada cinta, syarah and the guys : azam , khairul and ammir ain) memang kompilasi agung. Keh keh ayat nak gempak je kan. Parents syarah memang berjasa sgt2. Diorang siap kasi lepak lama. its fun sgt. So citer dia cmni.

We went to Malacca to visit the Planetarium .

 Actually, the main point we chose it because we want to go Mahkota Parade bagai. Sampai planetarium tu, semua tercengang. Tercengang?! Watt? Kereta boleh bilang guna jari. Kiteorg siap ade bukti. Parking lot kosong. Tapi takpe semua cuba sedap kn hati. Maybe sebab dekat dgn bowling nye place so kata takpe . Rileks. Semua masuk and alhamdulillah. We olls terkesima sebab nice view dlm dia. Then, kiteorang pusing satu tempat . Sebab memang dlm kedudukan bulat pun. So, pusing-pusing . END.

Semua terkesima... Macam ni lah muka kiteorang. Rasa cam hampa gak. Sbb dtg dari jauh kan, for sure lah kiteorg harapkan yang tebaik. Planetarium tu okay tau , cuma kurang alat teknologi. Maybe ade yang tercanggih tapi sikit . Dlm hati kata its more better to go Pusat Sains Negara. Kiteorang pun risau camne nak wat survey suma. Alhamdulilah, dpt jumpa psgn sejoli mak cik pakcik tgh tgk video . And again ! Alhamdulilah, satu bas dak sekolah agama dari ganu kita dtg wat lwtn gak. Memang kena serbu lah.

Azam senang-senang je boleh buat video dgn ustazah dorg. Haha. Erm, ntah lah. Tak tahu nak tulis ape lagik. Ngantuk sgt nye nieh.. Tpi saja taip.

Bacalah rintihan hati ini

Assalammualaikum.

Finally, dapat pun aku nak menaip dalam blog nieh. Haiyakk. Dulu dekat rumah berangan-angan nak jadi blogger lah bagai. Ni huh, dah ada wifi laju baq hang, tak nak guna pulak?! Lumrah lah kan. Herm, kalau diikutkan nak tulis apa takde lah sangat. Cuma . Erm erm mungkin ingin meluahkan perasaan hati yang kian lara.

Hidup kat UM ni rasa beza sangat dgn KMNS. Yeah, maybe baru awal lagi. Tapi aku rasa sunyi. Rasa sorang je dekat sini. Eventhough aku dah ade bbrapa kawan yang aku boleh rely on tapi mmg tak boleh ganti kwn time matriks. Diorang sayang aku dengan sentiasa dkat dgn aku. Tapi aku tak sedar semua tu. Dah tiada di sebelah , tiada di sisi . Baru. Baru aku terasa aku kehilangan orang yang patut aku jaga perasaan diorang. Kat UM ni aku selalu rindu mak aku. Dekat matriks jarang aku macam ni .

Aku rasa aku tewas. Kalah. Seorang diri . Masa matriks aku excited nak masuk sbb dapat pilih apa yang aku nak. Tapi UM ni . Ak tak faham. Ak tak mengerti kenapa emosi aku tak stabil. Aku lemah . Mungkin niat aku tak diperbetulkan lagi. Aku masuk UM sbb aku nak dan mak ayah aku pun suka. Tapi aku tak tahu kenapa. Entah lah. Tolong lah. Setiap kali aku tak dapat jawab soalan assignment ke tutorial , aku down gila Gila tahap gaban. macam wtf sangat. Rasa macam aku bodoh gila. Tapi aku tak nak bgitahu mak aku. Sbb aku tak nak kecewakan diorang sbb ini apa yang aku pilih. Course yang aku pilih.

Sampai sini jelah aku tulis . Bila ada idea aku tulis lagi.. Erm, maybe boleh buat novel online dlm blog kan.. huhuhu