Rejected.

Assalammualaikum and hi guys.

Today is 3rd of Ramadhan. And I wish to all of you

Selamat Berpuasa. :)

Pagi tadi on lah Facebook with the hope of having a college. Open notification and looked up for my friends comment about the college. She commented about the post that  I just gave to her. And she said I was rejected from the eight college. Hemm.

Yes, now I am feeling rejected. How can the college rejected me after what I have contributed to the college? Hahaha. Well, it sounds like I have contributed many things to the compliment of the 8th college. Nay, it was not. I am not like the other girls who joined many kinds of programs like FESENI and SUKMUM , banyak lagi lah.

But, don't you think I deserved to have a place at the college . I do well in Boling Padang and i would like to do more next year. I felt betrayed. SO, I do really hope that I get my revenges to 8th college by playing good for other college (if I am being accepted by other college lah kan).---just joking

If I was being accepted by 8th college, In Shaa Allah I will try my best to face the difficult and bring this college to more higher college.

THATS ALL i would like to share for this morning.

Still tak tidur lagi.

Assalammualaikum, Ollaaa!

Heyya, whazzup. Jam kat tepi dah tunjukkan waktu 4 pagi, but still I can't sleep. I don't know why. Waeyo Farah? Dalam dua tiga menjak ni, hati rasa sedih sangat. Bukannya sebab putus cinta ke hapa eh. Ntah lah, rasa hati tu nak nangis je sampai biji mata lebam mcm panda yang comel tuuu.

Rasanya dekat UM ni, tulah teman aku. Aku bukan takde kawan, tapi aku tak nak serabut kan orang lain dengan emo aku nieh. Sikit2 emotional, padahal tengok cerita korea je pun. Tapi sebenarnya ada sebab kenapa aku nangis.



Aku rasa macam aku buat pilihan yang salah bila aku pilih UM ni.. Aku rasa aku tak buka peluang untuk diri aku jadi macam dulu. Yang rajin, yang suka lepak. Tapi sekarang tak. Bila mana ada wifi student yg canggih bapak laju nieh. Aku lalai, aku jadi tak tentu hala. Asyik main game je. Bila ada kwn datang , ajak makan. Aku tolak. Sebab kemalasan dan kekusyukkan terhadap internet yang laju sesangat nieh.

Lagi satu sebab dia. I was totally felt hopeless when I can't remember the Equation of Standard deviation. Dah lah dgn markah rendah hari tu test. Macam mana ni oiii!I just felt like I paling bodoh kat dunia nieh. Huahhhhhhh! Secondly, I got a called from my parents that the fees still haven't been paid.Yeah, i knew that for along time. Tapi takkan nak mintak dekat mak ayah aku. Aku tahu mak ayah aku mampu nak bayar semua tu.Herm, but until when I need to ask their money to pay all that fees.

UM nie dahlah yuran mahal kemain. Apa beza dgn other institution lain pun tak tahu lah aku. Dah dua tiga kali, aku fikir rasa cam nak tukar U. Sebab aku rasa tak layak sangat! Bukan tempat aku dekat sini.. Penat aku nangis tadi. Dah lah tengok Emergency couple , tapi ternangis lak. Cause Mong's condition cam sama dgn aku.



Suddenly, aku buka FB. Ternampak satu ayat nieh.

"Study baik-baik kerja kita, Result elok tak elok itu semua urusan Allah"

At that time, baru aku rasa macam lega sikit sebab aku patut bersyukur. Dalam reramai tu, aku terpilih masuk sini . Ada sebab kenapa Allah S.w.t  pilih aku dekat sini.... Dan aku patut sedar yang aku pilih jalan nieh. Mak ayah tak pernah pilihkan untuk aku. Meskipun dulu, aku pernah tak teringin nak masuk UM nieh sbb nak dpt dean list dia kena 3.7. What sangat kan?!

Sekarang nieh dah okay dah sikit. Alhamdulillah. Dah-dah. 

Wipe your tears away Farah. :) Cer tengok ni Farah.

(lawak lak dgr lagu cinema remix nieh-hahaha)

Okay, wasalam. :)

Just a story

Assalammualaikum.

Wah-wah, dah berlalang dah blog ni. Tak dijaga dengan rapi sungguh. Huhu.

Heay, yeay, haaloo! 

Welcome back dear to hear a lots of my stories.
I am not sure whether you are interested to know about my life.But , duh . Alhamdulillah. My life is going better. Nope , each day ever since I was born , Allah have make my blast day full of happiness that I even did not know either. He the Almighty gives us hardness to make us stronger and think how to face the it.

Setiap yang Allah tentukan adalah yang terbaik untuk diri kita.
Mungkin kita tak dapat sekarang, tapi In Shaa Allah, Allah beri kepada keturunan kita.
So, smile guys. Don't take everything seems hard to you , just flow with the bad horrendous problem. :)

Semester 2 had just started since the end of February. And it seems I have make a lot of good friends. Perhaps, I am the only one feel that way, but duh what is the important thing is be a good to everyone yea.

The only thing that I would like to talk is I do think once twice triple , I love someone. Hell no! Someone? Why do I have these feeling? It makes me, myself , I unable to be my own self in front of him. T-T

Badump badump. I just hate these feeling. Heart is Beating so fast and sometimes I talked nonsense when I see him. WAAAAAAAA.  

I never thought that I can fall in love with him as the type that I would like is not in him .
I admire a man which have " sepet " eyes , but he has just the same eyes like me.
I want a man with a milk coloured skin , but he is the brown skin type .
I know I am not a princess to have this and that , but this is my love I should imagine how is my hubby is going to be like.

LOVE can b SOMETHING that you CAN'T IMAGINE at ALL

Herm, but the important thing here that I can't know confess to him because ...
Dey I am girl , it is going to be awkward if I am being the one who confess to him first.
What could happen if he did not like me, or he himself has a girlfriend .
I can grab him and make as my boyfriend
Coz I know if I do that, the same thing will goes around to me.
What can I do right know. Should I remain silent and forget about this fucking love. It sounds so silly to me. herm.